Day Three

     I woke up feeling very weird. Can't describe it exactly. I had strange dreams and was awake for only about an hour in the night, which, in my life isn't too bad. Don't feel like I got enough sleep though. The dog made me take her out at 6 a.m. I couldn't hang standing out there, so I came in without her and had a small glass of juice. then some green tea with honey. then some black tea with honey and now I'm having another green tea with honey.
     I weigh 143. I just want to get through the day. This is my nemesis day. I've never been able to get past day three, and theoretically after this it starts to level out. I just have to do this. I feel way better now at 8 a.m. after some sweet fluids than at 6 a.m. I'll work on the whole no tea/caffeine thing after today.
     I have to go to work in a few minutes. Phew. I will plug through. Need the money desperately and just don't want to blow off work...it's important to me.
     On my way home I am picking up my 3 year old granddaughter. The rest of the kids will ride the school bus to my house so my daughter can go to a meeting. I don't see a problem with any of that and my low energy level. We can sit on the floor and play with the Winnie the Pooh house or watch a video.
     I will be really glad to get past today, but I want to make it a worthwhile day too. You know, get things out. Keep things going.